Great news. I finally got a chance to talk to Josh today, which comes as a great relief (..whenever I get the balls to call him, his mom or sister answer, and they still hold me responsible for all of the trouble he got into; and ignore me.. which I might be the cause). Anyway, he's doing pretty well, despite a few legal problems. Here's the story so far, in his words (actually, i'm just putting down most of everything that I can remember him saying):

Yeah dude, I got arrested, like we all ways said that I would, but it was in the process of doing something good. You know that I ended up hanging out with a bad crowd towards the end of your stay at Brookwood, right? Well, I spent about all of 2005 abusing drugs. Weed, coke, whatever I could get. But lately I have been attending some rehab programs, and i've been doing real well.

The way I got arrested was actually kind of funny.. In a way. I was hanging out at a friend's house, and his dad started smoking a joint. And I was thinking, "Oh no! Man, I gotta get out of here, if I don't I know that i'll end up smokin weed." And since I live in practically a whole different county then my friend, and since his dad refused to drive me home, we took his keys. And we made it all the way down to the Wal-Mart in Tuscaloosa before I got pulled over.. for not having the lights on.


Ain't that a mothafucker? I'm going to try and call him again sometime soon. He sounds a lot better then he did the last time we talked; so much more calm. And I think i'm going to ask him about rehab. The word itself scares the fuck out of me, but I seriously need some help. I also think I want to ask him about his current standings on religion. I remember he tried his damnedest to get me saved when I was going through my wiccan phase (if that's what you'd call it), but I blew it off and pretty much called him an ass. I mean, I really think I should get in touch with the man upstairs again, but I don't wanna walk into this alone.


Kristin? Do you remember that one verse I practically forced you to read.. Have you figured out the meaning of it? I doubt it, but yknow..


To muh boo: Hey there hehe.. Sorry about the hectic schedule and everything.. But, unless something goes wrong, i'm headed back home tomorrow. So, you gonna give me a welcome home fuck? Hehe just kidding.. You know I am.


To the lone wolf: In a way i'm sorry, but I think it's for the better. I'll still love ya, baby, but I don't think that I can keep going like this much longer.

Wholf at 11:32 PM