Fuck.. I haven't really been on the computer much in the past couple of days or so, i've been trying really hard to rethink my life. Heh, hell of a statement, coming from me and all. I haven't got a chance to call Josh again, i'm kinda scared to. It's been a while..


But anyway, I finally finished reading Gravitation and The Candidate for Goddess. Gravitation was truly amazing, I mean, it was cool as fuck hehe.. And CfG? It ended just when it was getting good, just like Pilot Candidate (the English cartoon interpretation of the manga). I had forgotten that Ernest died (I ain't seen Pilot Candidate since way back when), so it hit me like a gold fuckin brick. Man that sucked, and i'll be damned if I don't include him in one of my fanfics.


I'm tryin to get to church, but with me without a job and all, I don't have a way to get there. I'm not even sure if I want to go back. Hell, i'd probably be fine for a few more years.. Until I die. Then it'll be a whole fuckin mess. So i'm not sure what to do..


To the lone wolf: I suppose this is our final goodbye, then? Well, you know i'll always love you, so the best to ya. And remember, there's always hope. Just come down here sometimes. We'll drink, kiss, fuck, whatever you want; and then i'll give you a long boring-but-heartfull lecture about how good life can be. It'll be like old times hehe. But yea, best of luck babe. And if you catch that dude being an ass to you again, give me a call give me a call and i'll drive up there and kick his ass. And I still have that movie.. Hehe.. So long, then..

Wholf at 6:08 PM